hmmmm i have a toss up right now between arequipa and columbia and cusco. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm okay. prayer! :) oh and... I know for sure Columbia is on the menu so... I guess I have to make a choice between quipa and cusco. for mid summer. we'll see. I want to see the orphans in Arequipa, but I've never been to cusco. so... it's nice to plant new seeds, but it's nice to water the seeds you already planted.
My goal is to go to three new countries this year. Going to peru is not new, but it's good. I want to. And so.... I need two more places! :) I'll prob end up doing longer term missions in the future. But God hasn't given me clear direction on that yet. So, I'll wait on him some more. I don't want to step in front. He's my leader.
Anyway, I love how powerfully God is revealing himself to me. It's like I'm never alone--- in a good way.
I had a dream last night about God walking into a room and all his children were babies. I was looking on and could see myself but I was only a small child, and God scooped me up in his arms and placed me against his chest, and I put my head on his body. And as I watched myself being cradled in his arms, I thought "wow. that is the only place I'll be satisfied. Ever." The dream continued and it was wonderful to see how perfectly I fit in his palms.
I believe that in real life. I think he holds me even though I can't feel it. I'm choosing to believe it, because I know that he loves me.
on another note, I was playing the piano today and singing.... and realized how much I long for someone to worship with! I love worship!!!!! And it's difficult b/c I feel like I don't the worship time in I need every week. I have to make a point to do that.
anyway, I ramble when I'm tired. Going to bed.
if you're reading this--- God loves you a lot. You shouldn't ever doubt that.
much love.
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