I feel like God has been clinging to me. I can't explain that really. All I know is that he's so close that it's like he's almost more desperate for me, than I am for him! But, he is my husband. And the husband does pursue the wife. And i know that he pursued me his fullest when he was on the cross dying for me, but it feels amazing to experience the nearness of his love.
His love brings me to a place of total surrender. Because I trust his love for me. And he loves me with an everlasting love.
He's been giving me new prayers to pray for people. Prayer that I couldn't pray in my human "power." It's amazing to watch him ignite fire in me.
And I must say that I know I've fallen in love with the Lord, because I've grown in my obedience to him. That is the ultimate way to love the Lord. I know it sounds dumb, but I'm actually really proud of the way I've pursed God in my life. I'm not trying to be prideful. But, I'm glad that I took the narrow path-- feeling God's presence this close is worth it all!
it's really amazing to watch him pull me into his arms, and surround me. Psalm 42:7 Deep calls to deep in the roar of your waterfalls; all your waves and breakers have swept over me.
yes, you've swept over me.
and it's been the best thing that's ever happened.
on a different note. Tonight I spent some time at the church again. I love the Lord. I love his house. I love the feeling of being in a church by myself. I could live in a church! fo sho.
anyways, I don't have much other to say except that I wanted to record that I've been experiencing God, and he's been drawing me, holding me, and helping me live just like he wants me to. What a great friend!!!! Amen?! :)
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