Life is so crazy. Sometimes choices are hard because I'm unsure of God's perfect will, and I get lost in the idea of "Meant to be." I hate that term because I feel like we want to believe that as humans, but them doubt floods in and I start thinking about free will, and how that affects what happens in our lives. And therefore, I get a little confused about some things and I wonder about things that no one would understand anyways. So, I keep it in. And since I only use this blog to talk to myself and remember some things I wrote... I suppose it doesn't matter what I say on here. I wish there was a person who understood me. I thought I found someone like that, but.... people come and go I suppose. and then I'm left with just me and God--- and that is the most beautiful relationship ever! I wouldn't trade it... but, life can be semi-lonely at times. I just want to travel the world with God... that's all I really want. I wrote something this morning. I don't think it makes sense to anyone but me. but I don't have my file to save it... so I'll post it here:
No one defeats me,
when God completes me.
Evil can not attain my life,
When it's hidden in the love of Christ,
and I'm not afraid of radical romance
I'm pursuing authentic affection
I know love is found in his correction
I'm drowning in my desire to know the King.
He's the perfecter of my faith, he's my everything.
No situation can tear me down,
when God peace I have found
nothing can make me afraid
I've found that God has stayed
and I'm not afraid of radical romance
I'm pursuing authentic affection
I know love is found in his correction
I'm drowning in my desire to know the King.
He's the perfecter of my faith, he's my everything.
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